Reminiscences

Christmas is here to mark the day Jesus was born.
And the final festive season of the year,
Much to some, they might favor,
Much to some, may not favor.

Not once, I have yearned so much to end the year, yet.
Until now that is.

Just reminding myself of my actions makes me shudder.
Of course, you'll be asking yourself "who will know?"
Reason : Because no one asks.

I am not a simplistic person, though my appearance might be.
Neither does that tell others that I'm not sociable.

There are many things I did for people I hated to do.
Why? Needless to say, those people are undubitably the ones closer to me.
There are many things that I did that went unnoticed throughout the year,
but that doesn't matter any more.

People come and go. And I have the liberty to choose who I want to stay with .
The same goes with the other person.
In life, we have to choose people that will stick with you through thick and thin.
No, I'm not talking about people who just say: "Hey, are you okay?"
Please.
Even kindergartener's can say that.

I, for one, have tried. If the other party does not return the graciousness,
then I know that, 'it' won't last long.

I won't disagree, perhaps people have different personalities. Shy? Honest? Straightforward? Cunning? But heck, if the ingredients do not mix, why bother
continuing?

During my 1 and 2's, life was carefree. My first crush? Gave a buncha real flowers.
Didn't make it. But guess that was just puppy. Other than that, lovely friends I had.
Jerry, Dan, K&B, Elmo&milky chocolate. It was just.. too good to be true.
Met Jh & Yh for the first time in MT class, and after watching them perform their antics, I thought : "Wow, i'd like to be friends with them, but too bad, they only talk Chinese."
Jerry... my first friend. I'm glad that you got a job you like. And I hope you don't glue any of your colleagues's chair.
With that, I hung out with my old group until 3.

3 was ... alright. And I soon got a new buncha friends together with some old ones.
Met Candy here for the first time, can still remember her greeting sentence(in chinese) : "You remember my name anot??"
From there, she intro'd Jh to the group. Without much hassle, she was already part of us till 5.
Jh at 3 wasn't exactly on my 'must-be-bff' list. Well, I guess things do change.
Though i'm surprised that my 1's wish actually came true.

With that, 3 had some memorable experiences. My first flour fight. Yeah, mindless fun. Reality hit hard though. I knew it wouldn't last.

On to 4, 4 was a developing year for me. My personality started changing the most during this year. Made effort to get to know people better. As a result, I was closer to some people, while further apart from some as well. Natural I guess.

That's not all though. 4 was a... more of a study year for me. I kinda like found the importance all of a sudden.

Lastly, 5. 5 was the final developing stage. I was surprised. Heh.
Very. Surprised. Well, Jh managed to top my list. Truthfully, I don't know why as well. Natural instinct? Or pure epicness? Not sure myself. Something so profound that I cannot describe it myself. In any case, whatever she do, I'll be on her side of the river.

Well then, I'm also pretty glad I got to know F&F more as well. Some awesome planners we have there. Chalets, gatherings, photos all done by these two lil ladies.
Seeing them happy is just all it matters. Fio, such a dear caring person. Very dependant as well. For gals, thats good. Fhar... understanding, active, very quick thinker as well. When people get bored, you find 101 ways to get them to do something. Its a wonderful feat. You changed alot during the years as well. PK - GK
Not bad.

Long&Jx.
My 2 gayest friends.(Gay as in happy. Im serious.)We talk anything under the sun.
Its just great to have company like both of you. Jx doesn't mind this kinda talk, but Long does mind it. But he doesn't read blogs, so I don't give a damn. He used to piss me off with his emo-tude, but I got used to it, and vice versa, he got used to me as well. Its great to see understanding between people. Jx is like a jelly. He uses his retardness to blend into our talk. Totally awesome. On the good side, he's a great friend. When you're down, talk to him. He cares, very deeply. He's also a very understanding gentleman.

Continuing about the 5's, this year, besides finalizing the frenship stuff, I had more fun in 5 than 4's, mainly cuz the class also got used to me I guess, when I first came, alot of cold glances and cold shoulders to me, now it just feels like an entirely different thing. I won't go into detail.

Not to forget, the over zealous teachers about our studies. I'm glad they are glad to know that I like to study. And its fun to mingle with the friendly teachers, I mean, they are like friends now. With all due respect though, because they are older.

Well then, thats the past. I may or may not want to keep some, but nevertheless, its still there. Whether I like it or not. Same goes to you readers out there about your past. Accept it as it is. Shape your future instead of dwelling in the past. I had fond memories. Had. But I guess it's now clouded with bad thoughts, I could say it is residing and slowly becoming clearer, but I guess that's just a lie.

I want a new environment. I want to meet new people. I want to meet ...
And no emos. Excluding WL. Since hes such a badass.

Merry Christmas to all.

And this, shalt be the past as well. Never the present, never the future. Neither do I want it to repeat itself.

Good day, and good bye.

Farewell

I was intending to do this on the last day of this year, but guess i'll just go ahead with it now.

This blog has officially served its purpose and I will not be updating it anymore.

Even if I do, it would be another one.

Let's just say that its not that I have nothing to type about,
but more of like 'lost the motivation' something along that line.

Chatbox will still be up.

Can't wait for the next year. I need some refreshments.
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Hey

Had fun, yes.
Mainly the charcoal war.

Heh. Other than that, it was okay. Simple, pleasent fun.

Goin' off the next day as well. Lol
I didn't eat much .... but I guess its just the fun that matters.
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Thank you for the care and concern.
I don't say right words at the right time, but my appreciation is
genuine.

My eye still burns a little, hope it doesn't affect my eyesight in a long term basis.
Haha.

As for the photo taking, I am not a photogenic* person. So I refrain from
appearing in photos'. I guess its just a self-complex issue.
I want to take more.. but its just not possible lol.

Guh, it sucks to suck at choosing words. Rofl. It just plainly SUCKS.

I don't know why am I apologizing, but sorry lol. I had fun though.
What I type here seem to contradict with that statement but the thats the truth.
Humans seem to focus more on the bad side rather than the good..
What did you call them again? Ah yes, a pessimist or a pessimistic person.

Made me consider a few times whether to go the second day or not..
The feeling just sucks. Period.
Yeah, my confidence is going down the drain. Lol.
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On the bright side, I had good fun most of the time. LOL~ contradicting but its teh fact.

Pretty sulky now so i'll stop lol.

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*A photogenic subject (generally a person) is a subject that usually appears physically attractive or striking in photographs.

Reverse Reaction

Back2Basics-
Time and again, it looks like I have lamented on the issue for too long.

So.... its time for some recreational activity. :D

Tuition giving wasn't that bad, at least not some annoying brats.
Amazingly, she's pretty understanding and matured for her age.
Talking to people like that reminds me of Jerryl. I really miss
talking to someone that replies back seriously.

Anyway, free-tuit's are over lol. Good experience for my future endeavours.

Also, just a thank list after an event.
Spicy - constantly telling me to 'careful careful' I appreciate it, and also for the
fun. Rest well, you seem very tired yesterday=].
F&F - organizing this event amidst the difficulties. Fhar for taking care of one side of the bbq as well.
XiaoBai - For taking care of the other side of the bbq and eating the rock-hard
'sweet' potatoes.
WL - for not complaining about the money. Lovely man.
John & Ron - for being the drunkards of the two days keeping the chat alive
with good bullshit lol.
CS - for having nice teeth and talking broken english
The rest - for everything else.
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Hey hey, I really can't wait for the camp.
Haha. Half shy, half wanting to go.

Maybe the camp will teach me how to express better lol.
My childhood memories = none.
Which equals to not much to talk about myself and
equivalent having no history.
Lots of stuff I wanna share, but not able to put in words.
A rough way is : not enough ballz to talk
A refined way is : Not the right situation to talk, not being able to bring it
up. Something like that.

Leadership camp sounds reasonable enough... meeting new people will break the ordinary.

Also, i'm trying to find a good paying admin job. Recession makes it hard.. sigh.

Haha, currently i'm at ambivalence of nothing. Just probably feeling the mild breeze
blowing through my antique gate.


Romance novels/manga seemed to have caught on me again.
After reading, i'll prolly start on x-family spicy recommended to me.
+
Doing the interface as a GM
+
Learning new programs for my Polytechnic
+
Getting a new notebook.
+
Thinking of chriz prez.

Argh, meh mind is fill'd menz.


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LALALA *
End of transmission on a good note~

Memento

Right here. Right now.
I have no other reason than one to go out.
Looking at you smile = happiness.

Period.
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IN ANY CASE,
Hello Citizens of MR.
Today, we have hauled in a great deal of foodstock and
necessities for teh BBQ.
Not after a long period of deciding, planning on the spot and
silly arguements.

I pretty much enjoyed myself... well hope you did too.
Satisfied for today.

What's more to come?
I don't know.
But its getting harder.. I can tell.

And lastly, enjoy my food the famous me shall
bestow on you filthy mag0ts :D .
RELISH IT. REVIVE YOUR SENSES.
Ny-a-hahahahahahahahahahah!!!


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Oof. God. Im tired.
and oh, spicy your hair is nice and springy.
lol.
jokes aside, I find it okay.

Lol menz. CS GUNZ COME. T_T

This is my Road - Kanon

This is my Road.

*Benedictus qui venit
In nomine
In nomine Domini
Osanna in excelsis

This is my road michibikarete
Here I stand koko ni iru

tsukihi ga oshiete kureta
yakusoku wa hoshi no kanata
chichi to haha no tooi kioku(omokage)
hitomi tojireba kikoeru koe

This is my road aruite yuku
hateshinai toki wo koete
This is my life tobira hiraki
unmei(sadame) to tomo ni
ima densetsu(michi) wo kizande yuku

ibara no michi wo nukete
mada minu anata no moto e
itsuwari no nai ai wo motomete
hitomi sorasazu inori tsuzukeru

This is my road aruite yuku
kagirinai toki wo koete
This is my life tobira hiraki
ashita(mirai) no chizu ni
ima densetsu(michi) ga kizamareteku

*this is a journey, a great journey
I can see the light, the path
the light of hope, happiness, and peace
and it’ll take me home

This is my road aruite yuku
hateshinai toki wo koete
This is my life tobira hiraki
anata to tomo ni
ima densetsu(michi) wo kizande yuku

—–

English
*Blessed is He who comes
In the name
In the name of the Lord
Hosanna in the highest

This is my road, being led
Here I stand, I’m here

the promise that the days and years
have taught me is beyond the stars
the far memories(remnants) of father and mother
the voices I can hear when I close my eyes

This is my road, I will walk
as I overcome the endless time
This is my life, I will open the door and
together with my destiny(fate)
I will carve the legend(path)

I pass through the thorny path
and head towards you, who I can’t see yet
seeking love without any falsehood
I continue to pray without looking away

This is my road, I will walk
as I overcome the endless time
This is my life, I open the door and
on tomorrow’s(future’s) map
the legend(path) continues to be carved out

*this is a journey, a great journey
I can see the light, the path
the light of hope, happiness, and peace
and it’ll take me home

This is my road, I will walk
as I overcome the endless time
This is my life, I will open the door and
together with you
I will carve the legend(path).

Fatal Attraction

Mio is Fatal Attraction tonight.

Didn't touch photoshop for quite a long time.. Losing my touch.

And I really mean it.

Tried Vectoring. Failed miserably.
Tried Grunge. Looked horrid.(Lousy brushes I guess.)
Tried Abstract. OKAY looking but not what I expected.
Tried Hybrid, glow function, toning, light intensity etc ...
but didn't really do well.

Oh well. I guess its time to get ready for my course.

Programs :
Maya - Not started.
C+/C++ - Not started.
Adobe Photoshop CS3/4 - Practicing
Adobe After Effects - Practicing
Sony Vegas - Practicing
Windows Movie Maker - MASTERED LOOOOL
Java - Practicing.
Flash - Practicing.
CSS/HTML - Practicing.
3D Studio Max - Practicing.

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Lol

cetnuS azalP pmaT

Hm, I heard that there was an anime convention in Suntec today...
Well. Didn't make it there on time anyway. Didn't really go there for
that purpose though.

Some typical blging style ...
Was pretty much entertained today and glad.
The battle against tiredness wore on
but still, we emerged victorious Lol.

Summarizing the whole story.
Basically cx and I met spicy, who won the
World's best-flyer giver out,
and head for supper after that.

Enjoyable? Yes.
Progress? IDK LOL.

Took a secret pic. Heh. No one will know about that :D

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Haha. Thanks for the fun.
Appreciation not really shown, but i'm glad I met up with you again. =)

Finale

Well.
The PPP form finally arrived. I'll be leaving for the course on 18Feb
to .. 1st of April. I think.

I donno... Half wants to go, the other.. no.

People ask me:"You regret going DPA?"
My answer is no.
Life is full of uncertain circumstances.
Who knows if O's hard.

Deshou?

I'll try my best. Thats all I can say.

Truth or Lie?!? Feat. Hot

Sup d00d's!!!! Welcome back to another day of TRUTH OR LIE!!!!!!
HAHAHA! Yes! IT'S ME YOUR BELOVED HOST, F-FUFU!!!
YEAH!!!!
*crowd applauds*
*sniff*My presence is welcomed <3.

Today's guest is Hot!! from the volcanoes!! Oh!!
Are they TRUTH?! oR! ARE THEY LIES?!
ITs UP TO YOU!
Let the show begin!

QN : Someone said that she had alot of things to talk about and will soon talk to me.
ANS : ............ TRUTH!!!!
Comments : Hoho, i'll be frank.
Fake feelings : "Haha, okay i'll wait until you're ready to say."
Real feelings : DAMNIT, TALK ALREADY! T_T EACH DAY PASSES BY MAKES ME MORE INTRIGUED Y'KNOW.
Lol, kkkkk, i'm just a very impatient person <3 . (when it comes to stuff like this):p

QN : Modern warfare 2!! Are you INTERESTED?!!??!??!!@@@
ANS : SO DAMN RIGHT. I WANT IT.
Comments : IWANTIT(cries like a baby)T_____T

QN : Are you still waiting for your Sec 4 present?
ANS : ~*&PIN PON&*~ TRUTH!
Comments : Who was it who said the printing was expensive :3?

QN : Do you want MSN?
ANS : DAAAAAAAAAA!~(trying to imitate the *wrong* sound -.-) LIES.
Comments : THEY ARE LIEK FORCIN' ME TO GET THE NEW VERSION DESU.
*looks at tag board* After what someone said and show me screenshots on
the new version. INSTANT REJECTION.
HALF FAKE : NO ONE TALKS TO ME ON MSN. SO I DONT WANT MSN.
First part true, second part fake.
Real : NO WANNA UPDATE BICH.
nani ga.. "please update your version to use msn" WTF?!

QN : Do you-

AHAHAH THIS IS YOUR HOST SPEAKING!! SHOW HAS ENDED!
Thank you our wonderful guest Hot for his questions today.
DEWA. BAI BAI
Hot : h-hey!! im not don-


*CREDITS ROLL*

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Tch. Update. 5am and i'm still not asleep.
Cheers mate!

Promises, promises. With a bed of roses?

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After a few seconds, Lillian peeked from behind his shoulder and spoke in a soft
tone,
"I-is it gone?"
Steve nearly died. Unaware of her own charms, she realized she was clinging onto his back and flushed red.
Lillian then pressed her lips together and pouted, walking ahead of Steve, trying
to pretend that nothing happened.
Steve gave a smile and chased after her.

Soon, the two lovebirds resumed their usual talk and headed for a nearby hawker center to have breakfast.

To be continued o_O
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Dedi?

Well, to the person who knows that this is refered to you,
I'm sorry if I am annoying.
Simply put, I get that feedback from no response.
Partly, I'm not to be blamed. I know nothing on whats happening.
On the other side, I should be more sensitive to your plight if you're having
any.

Half Half. Kept me walking around the house quite often.
So, I hope you understand.

If you're offended in any way, you have my apologies :)
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And ~ Currently, I dl'ed SA and Audi at the same time(official)
Sometimes, the speed of both goes down to 600 BYTES. and sometimes to
..approximately 40kb/s ...
And after a whole day of waiting. 78% SA broke :D.
T's not all. 96 Audi broke. Talk about pissed. Lol.
Guess its my fault for dl'ing 2 at a time. Rofl. Quad core dude.

ha-ha oh yeah. Playing Luna with Sammy atm. DD FTW.

If you want to visit us, TAG MEH.

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Was one of the... best moments of my life.
Not shy to say, the first time I saw this, I cried.

Made me love the Soundtrack as well. Up till now.

Little bit of background info : Albion's army of about 3million counterattacked and
took the Princess by surprise. In a haste, they evacuated to the port to escape.
But they needed some delay or they would not escape in time. Louise was picked.
As a result, she knew that she was going to die and requested that Saito return back
to save himself. Saito pretended to agree. Out of a sudden, Louise proposed to him and they got half way married when Saito drugged her wine with a sleeping potion.
He faced the 3million army alone.

Heh.

Haha! So ironic, ain't it?

Just before the exam. " faster end lehhhh" "waaaa stressed ah!"

Now. "........... eh, got any job bo?" "okay, lets bet who can stare at the com the longest without
doing anything"

o_O . And some people are going IMY IMY!

Well, that DOES apply to me too.(IM NOT COLD HEARTED though saddistic at times...... hehe)

I've waiting for quite a long time already.... i'm not sure is it the right time?
Hmm.... hard to decide ya'know?

Hah! I tell you what.
1st way to enjoy yourself : Bang your head on the wall till it bleeds then go "OMG OMG,
MA, I'M BLEEDING!!!" And then watch your mothers reaction .<3

2nd way to enjoy yourself : Find a slave. Ask him/her to buy food/water/tissue paper/toilet
roll etc, sit on a high chair and give an evil laughter. Kekeke.

3rd way to enjoy yourself : Look at your phone. Look at the clock. Look at your phone. Look at the clock. Look at your phone. ''GOT A MESSAGE YEAH!!!!'' Video yourself doing this, and watch it.

4th way to enjoy oneself : Wear your school uniform, stand in the middle of Orchard road and
dance. Video yourself and watch yourself dance without music. Awesome!

5th way to amuse yourself : Count your toes then your fingers. Multiply by ten and then divide by 5 then cosine it then sin inverse it then divide by o.05 and wish that will be your next job income.
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o_o.

....

20-12

So much for that. Ideal life? Utter bullshit.
Happens every fucking single time. EVERY.
What's worse than showing your fucking care to someone
but to get fired back in the face?
Che, always screwing with me...

I don't know why... I still even BOTHER to do it.
Geh. What a mood spoiler.

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Anyway, 2o12 is a ... totally awesome show. The outstanding graphics of the
destruction caused by the solar flare. A story told based on the Solar flare theory
, Earth displacement theory and noah's ark. No spoilers here. So don't worry.
The show packs a punch full of action, life-threatening situations, unbelievable stunts,
wide array of vivid colors ... emotions such as sadness, joy, laughter all
mixed into one show. Not to mention chivalry. One man's rational thinking V.S
another man's irrational actions.

I'll just say...
Just .... a definite must-see.


"I don't care what she does or who she meets. As long as I love her, I will do anything in my
capacity to make her smile; the most beautiful thing in this world. That is what matters most."

The wind.. is strong

Nothing can beat the refreshing sea breeze. The azure sky reflects its glory on the water below. Illuminating the seas with a gradient of lilac blue, stretching from horizon to horizon.
As one strolls along the beaches of East Coast, watching innocent children playing a game of ball or moulding sandcastles, one will feel the sensation of relief. Many have claimed that it not only
calms the soul, it also revitalizes the body and expels the fatigue from our bodies.

Lillian Estovan was one of the few early birds who visit the beach in the wee hours. Together with her fiance, Steve Fanning, they both walk hand in hand along coastline chatting merrily; it was love, at its finest.

Lillian turned and faced the vast ocean. Steve peered over his shoulder and saw Lillian's sparkling blue eyes. Angel-like to be precise. There was a moment of silence. Not awkwardness, but of understanding. Both knew what each other wanted and lust for.

Lillian ruffled her tangerine hair, pulling her fringe to her right and gave a cute smile to Steve.
"I'm done. Let's go."
No matter what she did, it seemed to be extremely cute to him. What added to this factor was that she was just a petite 159cm 18' year old. It was just simply unworldly.

"O-okay," replied Steve, trying to hide his crimsoned face.

Embarassment? No. It was fascination. Steve felt that he was the luckiest guy on earth. Miss
World Pageant? Not interested. The only one for him now, and forever will be Lillian.

"Kyaa-" Lillian gave out a stifled shriek.
Something ran past her feet. In a panic, she grabbed Steve's sleeve and hid behind him.

..
....
......

I am too tired to continue. Perhaps next time... or never.

nya-ha-haaaaaaa

Beat my score nerds.



ME > YOU . HA-HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

Geh!



I shall reminisce EVERY SINGLE MOMENT OF MY LIFE FROM NOW ON.
MY HOLIDAY HAS BEEN RAPED. I MUST PERSERVERE. YES I SHALL.
YOU SHALL FALL AT MY FEET AND SERVE ME PIZZA HUT WHILE I TUTOR YOU.
JA-HAHAHAHAHAH!!!

Nayyyyyyyyyy, I am not such a saddistic evil kid <3. Lots of meanies on my taggy.
*sniff* I am so touched. I never knew being a tutor can also be an idol*sniff*.

Shah is nerd. <- Dw, that was just random.
CS is genius. <- That is random also, so it means the opposite.
Cheryl is handsome. <- That is random as well. Imagine yourself with a mustache.. beard O_O.
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Well, Jx cancel'd the comp healing process. So he didn't come over today.
Anyway, been arma2'ing for past few days + audi'ng. Going to start my internet
work soon.
Can't drag my job forever.

Since this post is pretty short, I shall teach you some words to scold people...

Baka, aho, megami, amai, boke, gaki, kono yaro, guzu, kisama, kuso, saite..

Thats all I can remember for now. Beware, if you talk to people using that language,
I cannot guarantee you will see light the next day :D.

Baka - Idiot.
aho - dumbass/asshole.
amai - weak
megami - like a racist comment against people who wear specs. Depends on your tone.
boke - nut head/ something like idiot
gaki - brat/kid
kono yaro - you bastard lol
guzu - forgot. something to do with laziness.
kisama - you bastard lol
kuso - shit, **** lol
saite - (you're the) worst.
urusai/uruse - shutup

Some friendly words...

Junbi O.K - I'm ready.
Ryokai - Understood.
Saiko - (you're the) best.
tsukiatte - to date(someone)
wari/sumannai - sorry~
kon/konniciwa - good afternoon.
ossu/ohaiyo gozaimasu - good mornin'
ii yo - its alright.
ikemen - handsome.. guy...:D kinda informal though.
heki heki - its gonna be okay.


Some draggy words....

Ara? - Oh?
He - pronouced as EH - translate to ah?! or WTF?!
eto.. - ummmm....
ano.. - ummmmm.....
de? - used at... the beginning of sentences or at the back. If you know
a lil of jappy, you will understand.
che.. - something like ... hmph.. lol
a-re? - pronouced as Ah-reh?! - something like WTF?! also.
so...desu ne.. - I.... see... usually used to show a little disatisfaction in a nicer
tone rather than " eh damnit this sucks." or "This is boring. Stop."

Its................ done.

It..... just passed..... didn't it......?

I-I still cannot believe I pulled through.
I can't remember the hardships I faced going through this 2 weeks of tedious,
not-to-say stressful but still, OKAY. IT WAS STRESSFUL FOR HIST AND SS.

I am speechless. So I am typing.


Anyhow, I thank those, without whom, I may not be here ready to begin my
BLISSFUL holiday.

OR that was what I thought.

Seemed like I got auto signed up for tuition.....
And the problem is.. i'm not the one being tutored.
...
.....

It hurts. I DON'T WANNA~
Got forced signed up by parents to give tutoring for maths to a neighbour whose
daughter is in sec 1 cum sec 2. GAWD. And moreover, shes an express kid. LOL.

OHTHESTRESS. But then again, I see their topics isn't that hard anyway.

Sec 2 they will learn direct/indirect proportions...
Graphs. Simultaneous... er.. scales lol.

Shit man. LOL.

Man, I only tutor those who I want to...
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Fanging that aside...

SS's of my arma 2 mission will hit HQ@Serenic soon.

...................................................... I am astounded.

Tsunbiribiri~

Was fantasizing on about this show yesterday for a few hours on bed. Lol.
Yeah, this show is just great imo. Heh.
1. Louise.
2. Misaka Mikoto.
3. None for now.

Anyway, if you would like to see a lil,

Electroshock Princess v.s Imagine Breaker










I'll translate what the girl was narrating.
The girl is Kuroko.

"Yes, that girl is the school's, out of xxxxx number of ability users, one of the
seven Level 5's ranked third,
... BOOM!

Railgun. Misaka Mikoto onee-sama. The ace of Tokidawai academy. The electroshock
princess."






More action ...

Sunday Da!

For once, let's do a oh-so-typical-down-to-earth-blog style.
Never tried it before. Jerryl warned me against it. Could be addictive, who knows?

I respect his feat in english. Totally, one out of a few thousand. A charismatic
person indeed. His unworldly actions makes him unique though,
for example, at Carls, he mixed both pepper and salt into the same container -
oh thats not all. After that, he 'accidently' spilled the salt and pepper onto the table and soon flustering around to grab some tissue paper to clear it up. Oh wow,
gotta hand it to him, he never fails to make K & B embarassed. Like so, Totally. They both flushed red. Since I was used to his antics,so it didn't really bother me.
But I had a good laugh. An intelligent critic, talking to him makes me feel at ease.
At least I don't talk bullshit with him. Man, rubbish talk is getting a hold on me. Kimochi warui. Urgh.

Makes me think, "do I have anybody that will stay with me through thick and thin?"
Perhaps I do, but I am at a loss over this issue. Sincerest apologies to those offended. But seriously, anybody sent me an encouraging message that made me feel
glad before? Excluding Kel's Grad's message and Spicy's one during val.
Heck.

But I should face it. I prefer not so socialize. So I can't help it.

________________
Alright, enough of the depressing chatter; not really much depressing to me, but more
of seriousness.

Let's start the typical blogstyle shall we?
Ryokai, taichou!
IKUZO, BECHA BECHA SURUNA!


YAWWNN, I woke up around 1... and... brushed my teeth?(like WHAT?!)
Checked my fone. :O "OHWOW. DEAR GOD. I GOT A MESSAGE"
was what I was thinking until the message appeared to be sent from singtel,
my ever so loyal friend in sending me advertisements and overdue payments.

Lol, flicked on the lights(ROFL) and made my way towards the komputer.
Pressed the switch and observed how the blue light get brighter.(LOL?!)

Clicked my login Icon and put on my headset.
First thing, AUDITIONCMD! Oh yeaah!
oh oh, if anyone wants to join me feel free to post on the taggy.
Highly doub-
BU and 4k'd all the way to 7+.
After that, ARMA 2 JIKAN DA!!(its arma 2 time)

I was working on a gui/sql triggered map. Including the addons
of dynamic weather, carpet bombings, wave after wave of spetznaz versus
M1A1 TUSK's Challenger 2's MRLS + Squads of troopers.

My mission features : A playable Che sniper with a silencer.
You will be dropped down from the Marlius XII U.S Navy Aircraft carrier with
a team of elite snipers to the vantage point a few thousand feet away from
the heated battle. Expect squadrons of A10's B12's F35's AH1Z's Commanches
to gain air supriority and give your enemies a hell of a time.
However, intelligence reveals that the Russians' have their own airforce as well.
As a the leader of your elite sniper team, you have to command and protect them from
ememy fire whilst raining death on the them. Yes. Exploit the chaotic situation.

Watch the epic battles from the hills! Kill, without being killed. Take over the 4 towns inhabited with the Russians!

Call paratroopers, helicopter assistance, the Armor divison, Air strike, artillary
bombardment! Build a base and train troops for your benefit! Launch tomahawks!
All these and more...

Lol, that sounded like some advertisement. But really, even I, as the maker, is fascisnated with the outcome. Actually, I also have another custom mission, but
i'll leave that out for now.
Like FPS? Come to my house loh. I gladly let you try. Lol.

ARMA 2











BECHA BECHA >> Slang used to describe a "chatterbox" or a really noisy converation

Bored? Try this game out.

Elona Shooting.








I found it pretty enjoyable.

DA BOMB?!

What is TP’s Polytechnic Preparatory Programme (PPP)?

If you are accepted into the DPA, you’ll get the chance to participate in our 8-week Polytechnic Preparatory Programme (PPP) from Feb to Apr 2010. The PPP is a course which lets you

broaden your learning experience
orientate yourself better to the polytechnic environment
build a stronger foundation for your polytechnic studies.
The PPP also frees up your time in school as it lets you chalk up credit units which count towards your graduation.


Jumpstart your life in 8 weeks of Fun!

Besides freeing up your time, the PPP is designed for one other thing - to let you have fun while learning!

Below are some of the modules under TP’s PPP.


General Modules

Leadership & Adventure Programme
No one ever said learning couldn’t be fun. Through fun-filled activities and workshops, this module hones your leadership and team effectiveness skills through experiential and adventure learning.

Psychology of Creativity
Ever wonder how you can improve your creativity? In this module, you’ll get to explore the different psychological components and approaches to creativity and learn how to harness your own creative skills.

Fundamentals of Public Speaking
Boost your confidence and influence people to your way of thinking. This module will enable you to develop, deliver and evaluate speeches appropriate to a variety of contexts, including both impromptu and prepared situations.

OR

Japanese Language & Culture
Do you fantasise about ordering your sashimi in Japanese? In this module, you’ll get to master basic Japanese oral communication skills and also learn about key aspects of Japanese society like its value system and food culture. You’ll also have the opportunity to examine some current Japanese social trends.

OR

Creative Writing
Discover the hidden writer in you as go on a journey of self-exploration with Creative Writing. Offering a range of strategies to help you develop as a writer, this course will encourage you to value your own resources of memory, observation and voice as you embark on your unique creative process.


School Specific Modules

Applied Science School Programmes
Besides visiting the various science laboratories and pilot plants/training units at the Applied Science School, you’ll be introduced to hands-on experiences through multidisciplinary projects. You will also learn more about experimental design, analytical and problem solving skills, technical/research skills and more.

Business School Programmes
You will be introduced to the various aspects of the general business environment and exposed to the key sectors of the economy. You’ll get to visit and experience the various training centres housed within the Business School, attend lectures and participate in interactive learning and hands-on activities.

Design School Programmes
Experience the multi-disciplinary nature of the design process and learn how to record and communicate your concepts and ideas. You will also have an opportunity to showcase your talent and creativity by taking part in a design exhibition.

Engineering School Programmes
Be introduced to analytical, critical and creative thinking skills which will help you develop a more open and inquiring mind. You will be challenged to think out-of-the box by exploring a broad range of creative solutions to problem solving and product innovation. You’ll also get to learn more about Robotic technology and take part in a fun robo-racer competition!

Humanities & Social Sciences School Programmes
Learn how to communicate and interact in the increasingly multicultural and global world we live in. You will have the chance to develop your own cultural awareness through interactive learning activities. Plus, you’ll also get to enjoy the excitement of experiential living on campus at the TP Global Connect Village.

Informatics & IT School Programmes
Learn how to critically evaluate information resources on the Internet for research. On top of that, equip yourself with the necessary IT and study skills to help make learning more efficient and productive as you transit from secondary school to the polytechnic.


Course Fees

Course fees per student for the Polytechnic Preparatory Programme are:

Singapore Citizens - $150
Permanent Residents - $165
Foreign Students - $225
Successful students who need help with the course fees may apply for financial assistance.



HOLY SHIT. ITS IN IT. I AM LIKE - SO IN IF THIS IS COMPULSORY PLZ.
Price is outragous though for that course alone. Lol.

Anyway, I have left the whole table there if anybody other than me bothers to read it.

I <3 solitude, so perhaps I will consider if this is optional. Heeeeeee.

Hikikomori FTW.

BEATUP WOO WOO. JY JY TO MYSELF.
LVL 5 Beat City !! Barely made it out alive. HOOT HOOT.

Jyun: ne ne? ruri-chann, asobu dayoooo.... tsumannaiiii desuyooo.
onee channn!*tugs her sleeve*
Ruri: URUSAIIIII!!!
Jyun: Che. onee-chan no baka.

Random nyuu~

Spicy's conception of Big Bang :



..
....
....


My conception :



TEH DIFFERENCE IS 192374728382.

Payback for calling me horrible >:D . Nyahaaaaaahahaha!!
..
...
...

Lol. Just a joke. I don't hate them, don't worry :p.



Today, beatup cs. Got almost full combo for lvl 4 night + chance. omfg.
i was liek O_O.

bad enrgish ish good sumtimes.

cuz, iiiiiiiiie teake longr tme to tipe liek tis.

UBER. PLZ. MESO PLZ. PENYA PLZ. ROFL DEN PLZ.


- End of transmission.

And so, after that...

Second day of Beatup ~desu












Kawaiiiiiiiiiiiiii ~



And of course, I DO do other other stuff. Lol. But currently, thats what I play the most often.

Banzai desu.

Over ~desu.
I don't care ~desu.

I am like addicted to Beatup ~desu.
Omg ~desu.
like AGAIN ~desu.














And like usual, I still SUCK at pressing arrows.
LOL. I'm proud of myself <3.

Renee is back?!

Yes thats right.
Harvest moon is coming to papa tomorrow.
OH-my Cows, I have so missed you.
You make two bottles of milk a day -
and you fall sick ever so often <3.

^__^


Today, History alright.
Amazingly, the paper hardest so far was Dnt. Lol.
SWOT.
Flow chart.
WTF?!
10 marks yo.

Someone forgot to come today~
i Wonder who could it be.

S-S-Shimatta!!

Before I forget,
I thank,
Jh-for the five marks for my meths. (piechart+sd)
CS-for mostly everything related to meths and staying up late to do work. Kinda fun.
John-for the meths book.
...
Shah-for fun.
..
...
....
thats basically it.
*bows*


SS. AGAIN, IT DIDNT COME OUT. FAK.
But otherwise, still made it out alive.
SBQ: 1d - 5mins I finished.

Nothing much to say.
Actually I do, but if I post it, it will be offensive. Heh.
I read your mind, So you ask "why did I say this if
I didn't want to post"
Half right, half wrong.
Right part is, I didnt post.
Wrong part is, I want to post.

So basically, its so lame that i'm feeling stupid myself.
Rofl, but seriously..
No matter. Can't wait for next year.
Good luck peeps. You don't need it.
O is bullcrap.

......Ultiredness.

....... I am .... fatigued.
Very much so.
I don't see that this will happen in the next few days to come
after today.

It's a matter of endurance. Pushing it to the limits is a good practice.
Makes you feel a sense of relief after working hard.
I guess that's what many people were talking about.

My eyes are drooping. Literally.
Red and sore from frequent rubbing.

Nay, situation isn't that bad as you think.
Over exaggeration is a good practice in the Singapore society.
Why you say? It is to emphasize your point and make sure it is clearly
understood by your peers; even better so; taking seriously.
Hesitating talks such as "Er.. I think you should..."
"Maybe we could..."
will not do any good.
These kind of answers will just skidd off the surface and people will
not recognize you as a worthy person to converse with.
However, this also depends on what kind of people you deal with.
Being straightforward and expressive does have its good points - down side taken into
account, it doesn't outweigh the good points.

I guess, its pretty much random talk above.
If you understand, good. If you don't, don't bother.
Though I know some guy named coonseng would not understand :D


Putting that aside,
Here are some pictures for entertainment....





















































Gg.

SS Notes

Well, my own personal simplified version of IR.

For "Why do countries fakking go to war over xxxxxxx"

Countries go to conflict over territorial conflicts is mainly due to the competition
over the certain tracts of land that mean alot to countries as it could represent
their national pride, defence and could be economically or strategically important.
If a country is claimed by 2 countries, a conflict will occur. Countries go to war
when a country extends its control by taking countries that doesn't belong to them.
An example would be the conflict between India and China. The countries could not draw a clear border as most of it lies within the inaccessable regions of the Himelayas. Namely the Aksai Chin plateau, where China built a road and thus, the
Indian government saw this as a violation of its territorial rights. War broke out and ended in the 1990s. Small conflicts still occur between these two countries after
the war.(Insert linking statement here).

Countries go to conflict over natural scarce resources. The resources in the world
are divided unequally among different countries. This means that some countries
could have more, while some could have less. As a result, countries that have less
resources might try to obtain resources from other countries, thus also, violating
territorial rights of the other country. An example would be the conflict
between Britain and Iceland. When Britain started fishing near Iceland's waters, the
people of Iceland felt that its national interest was being threatened as the
fishing industry was the main source of income. Over fishing might deplete their stock of fish. When Britain did not comply to the extention of the fishing grounds, conflict broke out. But it soon ended when the countries came into an agreement.

Lastly, countries can also go to war over ideological beliefs. When a country feels
that its ideology is being threatened, it can lead to conflict. An example would be
the war between democracy and communism which resulted in a world divided, applied to
the conflict between south korea and North Korea, South Korea being democratic
and North Korea being communist.(US had a democratic system, USSR had a communist system. Their politcal system became models to countries that become independant after the war.)

Conflict over territory is the most important as completing claims over territories are important to a country not only for its economic value, but its national pride.
Countries with more land are seen to be more superior when compared to countries with less land. It also resembles its defence and air superiority. Conflicts over
scarce resources are seen to be an excuse to claim land. Trading could be used instead of starting a war. Ideological differences could very well be the most important factor if not for communism collapsing in the Soviet Union. Now, the main sources of conflict is the conflict over territories, for example, Singapore and Malaysia over the Spratly Islands. And the conflict over Pedra Blanca.

L611/12
or
L512/13
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Deterrance and Diplomacy Notes :

IN A NUTSHELL:
Diplomacy is the war countries manage relations with other countries peacefully
Friendly relations are also maintained so as to share common interests and discuss on
conflicting interests peaceful. An example of a international successful diplomacy is
the UN, it aimed to preserve world peace by handling out food and medical supplies
to the needy countries. Every member has a say in the UN. Being a member, Singapore
has managed to achieve economical and social growth from the UN. To preserve peace and stablility, Singapore forged better relations with the ASEAN and uses it as a platform to discuss environmental issues such as the haze issue peacefully with neighbouring countries. Bilateral relations also helped Singapore in promoting politcal, economical and cultural ties with other neighbouring countries.

Deterreance is the strategy used by many countries to prevent any conflict from happening towards their country and preserving their independance. It as also seen
as the power of their military and to make aggressors think twice before attacking.
Deterrance involves the use of the armed forces. In singapore, Deterrance is
practiced through, a citizen armed force, the SAF, the total defence, a defence
industry, multi-agency coordination and military co-operation with neighbouring countries.
Singapore imposed a complusory service for males 18 and above to serve in the NS
in order to make sure Singapore is trained and ready. Also, in Singapore, due
to our small size, we have to rely on our technological advances.
Citizen armed forces : The NS and the SAF. It consists of mainly military defence.
It recruits young men into the army to develop national identity as well as loyalty to the country while going through military training. It enhances their skill in handling weapons and up to date technology the Defence industry can offer. As a result, this helps Singaporeans develop the sense of being able to protect their home country. With these, the SAF becomes self reliant.
Total defence : Civil defence, psychological defence, military defence, social defence and economical defence. For Total defence to work, singaporeans must
see themselves as one and work together. Total defence makes Singaporeans think
singapore is worth defending and we all can play a part in protecting singapore, as a result, it deters potential attackers.
Defence Industry : Singapore is small, the defence industry enhances the SAF by developing up-to-date technology to bring out the full potential of the SAF, such
as developing the first helicopter flown howitzer, the Third Generation SAF. Shares
infomation with other countries.
Multi agency coordination : The networking of all the difference defences together.
Such as the civil defence and the military defence. It shares inteligence among
the different sectors MOE, MOM etc. It is to make sure that Singapore is well maintained and able to take security issues quick and efficently. It also deters
attackers by preventing their attacks even before it happens.
Military Cooperation : Conducts training with other neighbouring countries such as malaysia and indonesia. It strengthen the ties between the countries as well as improving the cooperation and coordination. For example, the five power defence arrangements which was developed served this purpose.

Meh..

Spring 1 : I gave Muffy flowers.
Spring 2 : Muffy came over to my farm and started to flirt with me.
.
.
.
.
Fall 1 : I CAN'T GET NAMI's EVENT SCENES.

....
Looks like I'll have to restart the game. Thats what I get for making friends with
all the girls. Shet..

Harvest Moon series ...
So far i've only played the
Harvest Moon 64 - completed repeatedly.
Harvest Moon Boy and Girl
and now,
Harvest Moon A wonderful life Special Edition.

TEARS ARE FLOWING FROM MEH EYES. DAMN GOOD PLEASE.
HARVEST MOON. EPIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIC.

T_______________________________________________T
Out of happiness.


I love my horse. Damn.
RENEEEEEE!!!!!
But too bad. I will have to restart. I MUST GET NAMI.
TSUNDERE FOREVER! MY OVERWHELMING DESIRE!! ITS FLAMIN'
ITS SCORCHIN'
ITS KILLIN MY EXAMS AS WELL~
BUT HECK?
HARVEST MOON > EXAM

Oh.. the joy..



That is how I am feeling currently.

T-t-t-toilet?!?

"I am going to the toilet cuz i'm hungry."
- Genius

Lol. Took some 15 today and overshot my stop to pasir ris and had to walk back
xD.
Felt good.

Other than that, did nothing significant today worth mentioning.
But somehow I knew this was coming. haha.
I anticipated that it wouldn't last long anyway. It just doesnt reciprocate.
Updated my affilates section*
Those who didn't add me will be removed.
Rofl. Nothing to say about that.
I wonder how long has it been.

Ta-da-i-maaaa!

Fuck yeah! I couldn't even last a day.

I guessed for maths i'll get around 65-70/80.
Lost a fine 7 points due to stuff that I know but because of human erro-blabber blabber.

I am pissed. But Oh well. Thanks to some random video I get +uped again.


MUST WATCH!

Note : Its the serious guy's bday on 5th may thats why that chibi is so enthu.

AND ...



LOL. NO COMMENTS ON THESE PPL LOL.


How much more bored can these people be?


ROFL. GOOD LUCK MARIO

Mata-ne~

LOL.
NOW I JUST REALISED THAT <3 WAS A HEART.

I always believed that it was a clown with a =3 face; eyes hidden.

LOLOL. ROFL.


Anyway, this blog officially had served its purpose. Whether to continue or not
depends on my resolve.

Good day, and good bye~ for now.

Power.

As a dejected Jason walked back home; blood boiling. He put on a smile and laugh to conceal his fury.
Nothing changes when he tells them anyway. Seems like talking to the teacher was more fruitful than mindless chatter.

Putting that aside. Which I can't 100% do that, don't mind my language.

Okay, woke up around 8 to prepare.
Truthfully, I wasn't nervous at all. I let my teach mark
my Survival essay and got the lowest mark I could get which was
21.
Pretty moralizing. But didn't stay for long.

Topic : Power came up.
Fuck.
I jolly well stayed glued to my seat for a fucking good 10minutes.
Let's try and write it out again. Not 100% accurate, but roughly around there.

Frank flipped his shirt which was soaked with sweat under the scorching weather.
The temperature rose to about forty five degrees in Texas, USA.
"I hope it would rain soon," thought Frank as he flipped the remote to turn off the television.

Frank went to pour himself a cup of water. Peering out of his window, his eyes widened.

Stretching from horizon to horizon, dark, menacing clouds were approaching rapidly.
Frank grabbed his wind breaker and dashed out of the house for a better view.

Outside, the turbulance in the air was already making Frank queasy. He knew what was happening. And it was bad. The air smelt of danger.
Rushing back into the house, Frank snatched a few packets of biscuits, a loaf of bread and went underground into the cellar.
Fortunately, buildings were build for circumstances like this. Frank thanked the heavens for that.

In a distance, he see the cyclone forming as it decimated a farm a few miles away.
The roof ripped off; along with the inhabitants inside the barn which was pretty noticable by the flailing arms and legs. Frank shook off the thought.

The cyclone sucked up a few horses and a tractor which was gracefully flowing up with majestic grace as it came plummeting 100 feets to the ground.
Frank felt like throwing up, but he endured it.

"The power of nature is something to behold of," he thought to himself.

The cyclone was approaching his house now. Frank fortified himself with mattresses and cuddled into a corner. The ground started to shake vigorously. Over the screeching of the wind on the window, Frank thought he could hear the screams of people. Not like he could do anything about it anyway.

RIPP

And a tremendous roar followed. Frank knew what was happening. He saw his couch, and soon his television set drifiting out of his house and spinning into oblivion.

-More description on the destruction.

Minutes felt like hours. But the tremor soon ceased and the wind died down.
Slowly, Frank made his way up the stairs and swung open the cellar door.
A cool breeze greeted his face. In a distance he could see a skyscraper stripped down
to its metal pilings. Such a horrible sight to behold. But he was safe and that was
what counts the most.

He soon realized that nature could counter nature. The earth protected him from the furious mass of wind. Frank smiled.

Story was somewhat like that.

I have to thank my teach for cheering me up. Your morale boosting words helped me alot.

Hmph. I can't believe it had came down to this. So many, yet so few.
Can't blame though, I don't express it anyway.
Some sophisticated person I am, I can't even get rid of this feeling
of insecurity. What a fuckin' joke.

See ya tmr guys! You do not need luck for maths, but good luck anyway.

Prophecy

Mami Kawada - All in Good time.

I'm getting hooked to that song.
Meaningful as well.

Tease tease~! Its compo day!

daijoubu genki dashite, watashi ga soba ni iru

Well, theres good news, and theres the bad news as well.
Since the good news is ... pretty long.
Let's start with the bad news.

Bad news : I nearly got knocked down by a car when I was going home.
Sensation was pretty intense, car about 1 meter away from me.
Anyway, nothing much to talk about that. I guess i'm just blessed that
I wasn't listening to my iPod during that time, which I usually do. If I did,
probably I would be blogging in the hospital now. Lol.

Well then, good news is pretty damn long.

Today, its unofficially the start of the composition marathon.
Tomorrow it shall continue.

First off: The comedy Compositions writen none other than
the epic, awesome, wonderful genius of the century.
...
....
.....
CS!!!
Enjoy.

First : Titled Heroes.
(Note, I did not edit anything.)
Dark clouds covered the blue skies, as strong wind blow against me.
Suddenly felt fear, and knew that something bad is going to happen to me.
I walked through the sparse undergrowth of the forest, feeling humid and
thirsty. hoping someone are able to rescue me from the living hell.
Rain drops started to fall on me. I ran as fast as I could towards the nearby
cave. Soaked with rain water, makeing me feel cold and helpless.
I continue to walk deeper into the cave until I reached the dead end. As
I was about to turn back, I got stunned. I realize that behinde me was filled with water. The water started to raise rapidly. Immediately I tryed my best to run towards the entrance of the cave but it seems like the cave was endless.
-FIN

Second : Titled *NIL*
Bright rays glimming through my beadroom window and shine on my bed. I woke up
from my slumbr, pressed down the alarm that was ringing. As I walked towards the door, the smell of fragrent flow into my nose. I lifted up my Breadfast and took a deep sniff. Warmness from my parents flow within me. (LOL HE SNIFF TO EAT HIS BREADFAST). I put the plate down and walked towards the bathroom. After having my stuff packed up. I settle down on the dining table to have my Breadfast. and went off to school as normal.

Walked passed the endless street, the road was packed with cars as everyone
are rushing for time.
-FIN

Third : Titled "Write about some stuff that happen in school left you with happiness
and joy."

The birds chipping lively on a tree outside my bedroom window. As I woke up from my slumber, I stared at the clock infornt of my bed. I noticed that today was the first day of school.

My holiday had just ended . At first, I was no happy that all my hardwork throughout the year had paid off by rewarding me with this vacation, however, the vacation was not as enjoyable as I thought it would be.

During this four week break, the first week was hectic as i packed my luggage and made my way to the airport. I took the plane to the place that I wanted to go
since I was young which is Japan. Its a place with lots of shopping malls that sell the latest types of clothes and gadget. I settled down in a five star hotel which I
always dream of. The hotel was so perfect that everything can be found within the area. Time pass real fast . It ad been one week since I came here and had to go back
to Singapore. Feeling sad, but I could not stay any longer. Days rolled by slowly trying my best to find things to do. But I coulden't I was the only person at home.
Feeling lonely that I have no one to talk with. Sudednly missed my friends and started to recall the days that we done during fun and sad times Hoping to go back to school as fast as possible.

I walked towards the school gate, hearing lots of familar voice. During the holiday, most of my friend had changed so much until I could not recognize them. But they are warm and school started as normal. But the only diffrent is other I did not see the person that I missed the most. Suddenly a weird feeling flow within me and I started to get worry. Out of a sudden, she jumped out behinde me and gave me a shocked. Even though I am angry about the prank, but I felt relieve that she's in school. Teacher are just as naggy as always. Sometimes causing me to feel fustrated seeing the comfortable smiles on their faces make up my day.
The day has ended, when a call to all of my friends able to go home.
-FIN
LOL.

LOLOLLOOLOL

Okay, now, the below would be the compositions I've done
recently.

First : Titled "Flight"

"Thud!"

The Boeing airliner gave a sudden drop in the air and resumed its normal flight
path.

"Just another air pocket I suppose," thought James Anderson, a veteran pilot.

James peered out of the passenger window and noticed the right wing of the Airliner shaking haphazardly. Just as James began to stand up from his seat, without warning, he was jerked back; the plane was dipping down at a forty-five degree angle and losing altitude fast. The pressure of the wind tore off the metal platings that protected the exterior of the plane. To make matters worse, the right engine started to churn out thick, black smoke into the air. This was bad. James knew that. In a few seconds, the engine would be noting but scraps of metal plummeting towards earth.

Dashing towards the emergency phone booth, he picked it up and yelled to the pilot to begin the emergency landing precodures immediately. However, there was no response. James cursed his luck and slammed the phone down.

Waiting eagerly for James at the airport in Texas, USA, was his family of four. James was sent to Singapore for a leisure trip sponsored by his company for a week. News of the flight catastrophe did not reach them for a good long ten minutes.

Chaos spread like an epidemic in the airliner. The sound of women screaming and babies crying could be heard throughout the plane. It was making matters worse.

James sighed but he did not try to calm them down. At this stage of panic, any efforts to try and regain the composure of all the passengers now would be futile.

"Most probably the pressure was too overwhelming and caused them to lose consciousness." thought James as he pulled the pilot off the seat.

James took control of the plane; fortunately, he found that the basic controls were very similar to the fighter plane he used to fly when he was still in the Air Force. Right before his eyes, James saw the vast blue ocean just a few miles below the plane. With his remaining strength, he pulled the steer as hard as he could. The plane tilted upwards.

"Boom!"

The airliner skidded on the surface of the water for a few hundred feet before coming to a stop on a small glacier that jutted out of the water.

Over the screaming of the engine, James could hear the screaming of the passengers.

The rough landing proved to be more fatal for the pilot rather than the passengers. James, who did not have time to secure the safety belt was badly bruised and bleeding from his head. He limped out of the pilot cabin like an injured puppy. Wincing with every step, he made his way to the emergency exit door, turned the valve and swung it open. The vast ocean stood before him, stretching from horizon to horizon. The sea breeze felt refreshing.

James spotted a fishing vessel silhouetted by the evening Sun.

"This would have been a magnificent view if not for this tragedy," smiled james as he waved frantically.

reunited with his family in Texas, James teared at the sight of his children. It was a huge relief. A smile soon blossomed on his teary face.
-Fin

Second : Titled : "Survival"


The thick undergrowth of the Amazon was like a death maze. Amateur trekkers in seek for the thrill of trekking inside these virgin rainforests often got lost and never saw light again; Aen Jeslyn, unfortunately, was part of the once-enthusiastic hiking group. The group consisted of five members. Their enthusiasm waned when faced with the wrath of the forest.

Aen soon lost sight of her group; they only cared about their own desires to escape this dreaded forest they had been trapped in for two weeks. In their eyes, Aen was just an insignificant newbie who had recently joined them. She trudged down the natural trail, occasionally stepping on twigs that snapped, causing echoes throughout the forest. Aen cringed again. She did not want to attract unnecessary attention to herself. Being a timid twenty year old geologist, she stiffled a sob.
Her petite hands were trembling uncontrollably in fear, however, she put on a brave front and marched on, with only the footprints of her groupmates to keep her from turning hysterical.

Twilight was approaching. That was bad news to her, she knew as soon as night falls, the temperature would drop dangerously low. Even now, she could feel the cold air pricking her skin.

A wave of darkness swept through the forest. Aen barely noticed that the forest had gone into shadow. A gust of wind came ot of nowhere, bringing with it dirt and dead leaves. An eerie silence followed after that.

"I guess it is time to camp for the night" she thought.

A wise decision indeed. However, most of the provisions were with her groupmates- three energy bars and a llitre of bottled water as all she had. Aen gathered twigs, dried leaves and stones together to start up a campfire. The warmth made her feel at ease and she slept for the night.

The churning sound of the blades of a helicopter woke Aen up from her slumber. Blood rushed to her head. Immediately, she jolted up and started waving her arms frantically; in effort to grab the attention of the helicopter crew. For a fleeting moment, she thought the helicopter showed signs of deceleration, but her spirit sinked when it flew out of view.

Aen was frustrated. Very much so. Frustrated to the extent that tears began to form in her eyes.

"It was so close..." she sobbed

" Why must I be left alone in the wretched forest?"

"I want to go home..."

She broke down and wailed. Nothing matter to her now. This was the first time she had to face such adversities on her own, with nobody to depend on.

Suddenly, something brown and slim fell right infront of her face. Aen gasped and retreated against a tree. She was shaking profusely now. This was too much for her. With no other option left, she shut her eyes and curled into a ball, covering her head with both of her hands.


"Hello miss, are you hurt?" came a calm and reassuring voice.

Slowly, Aen opened her eyes and noticed a young man standing in front of her.
Aen was taken aback by the abrupt appearence of the man. However, soon she came into realization. It felt like centuries since she last heard a voice other than herself. Tears of joy rolled down her cheeks. Aen had survived the ordeal many had not been able to accomplish.

In the helicopter, she peered down and witnessed the magnificent view of te vast Amazon rainforests could offer.
-Fin

Today, could very much be the second most enjoyable day of this month.

Shady

Today, was pretty much a moody day. Clouds look grey,
floor looked dark. Air smelt dank.
Applicable only to me though.

In reality, it was just a mundane day in a first world country.

It felt like something I did was stupid. Very stupid. Retarded at most.
Just thinking back makes me cringe. Damnit. More like 'Fuck it, get over it'
but I can't.
z.
...
....
......


It all relates back to the origin, I chose to step out of solitude.
I have doubts on going back, but if the situation calls for it, i'll do it.

And that means that this blog would be taken down in memory of the sec life.
However, no fret, Its alright. For now.

-_-;
_____________________

Today, accomplished my daily goal. Bit of phy, and more on meths.
Phy was pretty dull, only interested in the Critical angle explaination
which was pretty much the most significant topic for me as- I suck at it.
'C is the angle of incidence in the denser medium which gives a reflected angle
of 90degrees in a less dense medium.'
And
If the angle if incidence is greater than the critical angle,
total internal reflection will occur.

Emo-tions!

....

Welcome back to my life!

REALLY?!?!

Kyaaa, don't scream at me~ i'm shy!

Troublesome Thursday

Jason sighed, but it did not help him drop the haunting fact that the
practicals were pretty challenging.


It was a splendid morning to start the day with, clear azure skies, puffy
white clouds, yeah, you name it. He woke up at seven o' clock in the morning to study
with his friend, spicy. The five hours spent was awesome and he wished that it would last longer. But alas, time flies when one enjoy. Soon, the time of the practical was up, he proceeded towards the forbidden lab and basked himself with confidence at first sight. Unfortunately, after opening the paper, it felt like someone inside him died. He froze. Astonished and fascinated at the same time, he flipped the pages only to notice that the practice he had been doing was of no help.
His heart was racing. But that was no reason to give up and so he perservered on to
complete the tedious and brain wrecking task at hand. 'Ah!' he exclaimed, it seemed like he had a newfound problem, he had clipped the resistance wire to the wrong variable resistor. Blood rushed to his head, but he did not let it deter him from trying his best. Fifteen minutes passed and finally, he settled the issues relating to the answer table. Drawing the graph was a cinch. Somehow though, the gradient he
calculated was negative and that made him stand rooted to the ground for a good five minutes. He sighed and trusted his instincts. '-0.0503', he mumbled as he wrote the
values down, carefully making sure he had left it in 3 significant figures.
It was pretty pathetic. Thats what he felt when answering the second last question on calculating the length of the hidden wires. 114cm. Wow, just amazing. What a marvellous answer we have there. Yessir. He had his doubts which were probably right- but ignored it anyhow. Next up, chem. Flunked. 'Good job!'. He awarded himself with
a sarcastic remark. 'How could I even teach people with my standard this low? I probably would just have been better off enclosing myself to my world, just like I had for the past 4 years.' he thought. Perhaps that was a good. He feel like he had
contributed useless knowledge to the world and probably be blamed for that. *Ting*
It was over. He picked the paper up with trembling hands and passed it to the examiner.

After that, he tried to find someone important, but only to find out that she had left for home in a huff. Went over to visit but only to get turned down. Oh well.
The thought came back again. But he quickily shook it off. He gave his apologies and regards to her and left for home.

-An extract from a book titled 'Reality'.

Author's note: That may not be the cause but, what counts is the effort, you have a hard life; not to mention a busy one. You should be proud of yourself striving so hard and getting so far whilst facing more adversities than anyone else. Therefore, don't let one minor issue bring your spirits down, I'm sure you tried your best and that's what counts the most. Cheer up!





Get better soon! If you need to chat, just sms or call. :)

Wed-wednesday!

Heh, HEH.
*snicker*

In the morning my face was like - -.
In the AVA my face was like - o.
In 5B my face was like O_O.
After that, I was like ^_^.
At home, ate sour plums and it morphed my face into > <.

Joke. Finished some so-called-o-lvl meths and got 81/100
in 1 Hour. Well, that wasn't actually called 'aceing' in
meths, but damn, have I been doing too much prelims?
Nay, lets not get complacent.

Tmr is the pract. Not really nervous. But actually quite excited and
fascinated with how time flies.
....
.....
.......

In any case, thanks for the wonderful after-sch chat. Made my day.
And you uh, MUST STUDY YA HEAR ME?!
Seeu2mr.
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Guys reading this, ensure that you have all your needed equipment before
going to the O-war. Harness all your knowledge and brawn and ace this
pract once and for all!
Chem :
MAKE SURE YOU KNOW YOUR SALTS.

Soluble Salts : All nitrates. All potassium salts, all ammonium salts.
All Chlorides except Lead(II) and Silver
All sulphates except for Lead Calcium and Barium
Insoluble Salts : All carbonates insoluble except Sodium, potassium and ammonium.

KNOW YOUR SALT PREPARATIONS:
1. Insoluble Salts
2. Soluble Salts
3. Titration

1. Insoluble Salts are formed when 2 Soluble salts are mixed together.
(Precipitation method)
i. Mix the Sodium Chloride and Zinc sulphate.
NaCl ZnSO4
ii. Filter the mixture and collect the residue(precipitate).
iii. Dry the residue on a filter paper.

2. Soluble Salts are formed when 2 Insoluble salts are mixed together.(VERY COMMON)
i. Mix Barium Sulphate and Lead(II)Chloride until no more can be dissolved.(Stir)
BaSO4 PbCl2
ii.Filter the mixture and collect the RESIDUE.
iii. Heat the residue until saturated.
iv. Leave it overnight to crystalize and dry by pressing between 2 filter paper.
(IV is not required. But I prefer to put it down.)

3.Titration is used when there is a Acid + Alkali.
For example, Sodium Hydroxide and Sulphuric acid.
i. Determine accurate volumes of alkali NaOH and
H2SO4 by titration.
ii. Obtain new samples of NaOH and H2SO4 that you have determined
from titration.
iii. Mix the new samples
iv. Crystalize or evaporate until dry, the salt solution is formed.
______________________________________

Phy,
Note :
For electricity,
MUST KNOW:
Ohms Law : It states that for V to be directly proportional to I the tempertature
must remain constant.

Do not overheat your circuit or it may lead to it disobeying the Ohms Law.
Place your line of sight perpendicular to your measuring ruler. etc.
Check for zero error in your apparatus.

REMEMBER YOUR DECIMAL PLACES.

GOOD LUCK PEOPLE!

'Titled' Tuesday

Ah, well, I blame myself for expecting too much.
But its just as it is, I doubt. . .

Not bad, scored a just-A2 for a practice meths.
Waking up early to do another .


I feel kinda lame lol, but theres no one to blame but myself.
Oh well.
2 Days.
Gambatte.

(un)Significant Sunday

yet again, boredom sets in and the harsh fact that the finals are OUT of the corner
and into the path ahead.
Right guys?
*nods*

Diggin' in deep . . .
it hurts.

Ironically, I want it to be over as soon as possible and get good results, yet I am procrastinating. I don't know what to do. lol.

"James peered out of the passenger window of the Boeing 712 commercial airliner and
noticed the right wing was vibrating haphazardly. Without warning, the plane started to dip at a forty-five degree angle at a rapid speed. The force of the incoming wind tore the metal platings that protected the exterior of the plane, ripping the tip wing into pieces. On top of that, the right engine started to whine and churned out thick, black smoke out into the air. It was a matter of time before it ignites a flame and explodes. James was out of time. He had to do something fast.
Picking up the emergency phone, he yelled at the pilot to switch off the engine and carry out an emergency landing."
- an extract from my latest composition... Titled 'Flight'.

My english is starting to fail on me. Pathetic.
Crazed over the other subjects too much. Neglected the main subject. Ha.
Complacency overwhelmed my resolve to study.
Oh well, whining over the past is not going to do me any good.
I guess I shall try and evade the sunlight tomorrow and look like a retard
in the middle of the street, covering my eyes with my arms in effort to
reflect the sunlight back and destroy the menacing Sun once and for all.
Mu-mwuahahaha!

NAY. Meths may be my guide tomorrow.

-End of Transmission

Hm..

I feel.... I'm getting naggy.
...Do get better soon.

Mr S'pore

Hello Singapore and the world watching the bespectacled being such as myself,
It has been sometime since I talked about people. Avoiding gossip at all costs y'know. However, it is inevitable. Bottling up is a nono. Right people?
Firstly, I would like to announce on how grateful I am to live in Singapore,
where the living costs are rising through the celing and gradually into the clouds.
And of course world pea- . . .
Let's cut the bullshit.


Idc how you interpret what I will state below as english is subjective.
For example : I like a car. Indirectly I can be asking for a car or just be sarcastic
on liking a car - therefore, misunderstandings among people are indubitably inevitable as well, and of course . . . worl- *smacks the keyboard*

Firstly(the real one - the one above doesn't apply!), I would like to thank
the one and only person who first made an impact on my life. That would be, obviously, irreplaceable, spicy. I'm not very good with words, so i'll leave
that statement as ambiguous as possible - however, it does not mean that my english
is THAT limited - it just goes beyond recognition and any form of describing.
Sounds Epic? Yes, thats the one and only person who did that for ya. But then again, I hope you get better soon. The care goes beyond that sentence. But there's a limit on what an outsider can do.

Secondly, Kelly and Belle (don't mind me lumping both of ya together.)
I'm touched by the letter you gave me, up till now. Y'know, though I don't seem to be
an 'expressionist' - which is kind of true that I don't know how to express in awkward situations. But the gratitude is genuine.

Thirdly, John and Cs - They don't read this so i'll be frank. Damnit, John.
Your maths book is a lifesaver. Thanks to your epic liveliness that kept the group alive. 5 years did not go to waste. And cs, your english sucks, but thats what make you attractive(to girls) IMO. PLEASE DON'T THINK I'M GAY. DAMNITx2 .

Fourthly, the soft-spoken Shahdan. I tell you, you are the best gaming partner I ever had. But that's not all. Ever since you got exposed to sec 4 and 5, you got more talkative. But still, and forever - you will be the stiff-mofo. No change on that.

Fifth-ly, The 2 F's. The efforts of both of you always trying to plan in such
a chaotic group is commendable. If you don't know what that means, go ban- no, go
ask some of your friends lol. *Thumbs up* Your efforts are not going unseen, y'know.
Since I never had to chance to say it. Let's keep this going alright? Even if you're
still worrying about the ITE/lower grade stuff that you used to ponder about during the early parts of the years - no fear - we are not some Royalty or high-end families that have a considerable reputation or socialites. Or so to speak, that's what I think.

Sixthly, YQ and the rest of 5B. During our three's we started out as acquaintances but slowly going deeper into friendship - and i'm grateful for that.

Seventhly, WL and JX - well, Wl is the pro-informant. Jx is the pro-monk. Nay,
Jx's politeness goes beyond peasenthood. Many Low/Mid dwellers wouldn't understand your unsuccessful gentlemanliness and take advantage of this kindness you've shown.
However, you will need to beefen up. Society is harsh. So far, we've only met 'pure' hearted people that doesn't scheme. As a future business-man, you must be aware of those marketing scams and learn how to counter them. Main point is - your gentleman nature doesn't go unnoticed. ( NO I'M NOT A GAY )

Eigthly - the best number to end the list - Ronny and Dominia Republic, theres a level of friendship that only can be broken after going through adversities together. However, I'm willing to look forward to my future collegue and workpartner in Poly and out-working. YORUSHIKU ONEGAISHIMASU(I'll be in your care.)
*bows*

__________________________

AND... THE WINNER OF MR S'PORE GOES TO . . . .
*DRUM ROLLS*
J
J-j. .
J-j-a . . . .
J-j-a-s . . . .
JASUUANYNIA!!!!! FROM GEYLANG

(WTF?!? IS THAT EVEN A NAME?!)

Mind Games

Severe headache came back to haunt me.
I must have did something ... to trigger this hatred.
Nay, just a joke.

Tsk tsk.

Light hearted post - no bad intentions intended.

Kagaku no Sekai

The Scientific World.
Pyrokinetic's, Lightning Princess, Levitation,
Frozen Heaven.

Nothing Matters.

It was you and me against the world.
-Electroshock Princess & The Zero
Misaka Mikoto & Touma
















-The Electroshock Princess, To Aru Kagaku no Railgun.

Hmph.

I always have to put up with that bullshit.
Headache is back again, and stayed for the full day today.
To make it worse, didn't manage to grasp much sleep yesterday either.
As a result, STIFF NECK. ****.
Couldn't even study in peace.

But still managed to do a full maths paper.


Lol, SAM DON'T RELEASE THE PICS PLEASE
I WAS JUST JOKING TODAY.

Scorching Sunday

No, it ain't the weather' .
It's meh forehead.

38.5 degrees.

*slump*

E