AND SO.

It's over. Yeah. It's OVER.

Huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuurahhhhhhhh. 2 months of my precious holiday. GONE with the wind.

Trust me. If these modules didn't add to my GPA, I wouldn't even bother.... attending much of it.

Anyway, it's no longer the matter of the score or not. If attendance not good. BYE BYE POLY. Rofl.

You see, this is a good example of exterior interior.

On the outside, they say "We don't care whether you come or not."
However, they know that you will come because you will get kicked out if you don't meet a certain criteria in the attendance.

Btw, your overall GPA, which is after the 3 years, Freshman, Junior, Senior, will be calculated as such :
Core Module + 3 best modules in your entire 3 years.
Criteria for passing : 9 points.
1 Module = 3 points
A = 3
B = 2
C = 1

Also, they list down the names of the high achievers into the Director's list.
Here, you will gain benefits, subsidies and when you graduate, you will recieve a cert. With this director's list cert, most companies will instantly know that you're a high achiever and very consistant in their work. Work acceptance UP.

To get this, you must never fail a subject. Even getting a B will probably tarnish your reputation and make it harder to get into the list.

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Binaries are fun.

Met some screwed up people whose ego's higher than me. Keyboard warrior in person.
During the entire 8 days, I heard, censored words, chipmunk bigbang songs esp Haru Haru, uncontrollable laughter, Dota, Teamfortress 2, Call of Duty 6, Unreal Tournament 3, youtube, viwawa, msn, o2mania ..... wow.

But seriously, the people sitting in row behind me are failures in life.

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Attending some party on the 1st of April to commemorate the end of DPA PPP 2010.
Ambivalent on whether I should go or not.

Paid 20bucks and regretting it.

MEHHHH

Solitaire

Wedding dress.
I totally feel for him.

LOL.

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Study Study Study FOR TEST TOMORROW!!!

ONE MORE DAY & I'M A FREE!
Like a bird... out of its cage..

:O

Lets not forget the citations!

Cheryl, T.(March, 29)The thanks for the wonderful song recommendations. Retrieved(March, 30)
Adapted from http://youtube.com http://msn.com.

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LEVEL UP!
You have DECREASED ONE EGO POINT!

MUST.LEVEL.MORE!!

Report?!

Blah. My report on SNS's are hitting 30 pages. LOL.
Well, if anybody wants to help, do a search of:
Impacts on Teenagers over Social Networking Sites(SNS)

In case you do not know what SNS'es are, its facebook, friendster, twitter all these.

After researching quite alot, I found some truthful facts in it.

First: Teenagers tend to make SNS'es a major part of their lives and take it very seriously. Hence it will lead to being less focused in lessons. Also, humans have the tendency of wanting to be known to the world that they are alive. This is what funds the SNS sites and why people join them. It hides behind the lie that they want to meet new people etc. But in reality, people just want to be known they existed.

Second: Addiction to computers, when anything is taken to the extreme, its bad.
And in this case, Teenagers will spend alot of their time on the computer chatting with friends over these sites.

This explains why teenagers can suicide over an internet-based-relationship.

LOL.

Its actually quite interesting when you get to know more about what people think.

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Currently Blogging in class. Showing my boredom and small attention span. Hah.
It beats sleeping anytime though. Brought my trusty ear piece along with me to listen to spicy's blog music and mine. LOL.

Damn it.

I admitted my own problem. Well known: I am addicted to games.
However, perhaps addiction is too strong a word. Since nowadays I'll be focusing alot on my projects for perfection.

And oh, bringing up the fact of Narcissism, where one begins to love oneself more than others, will lead to high ego'istic behavior. Will take note on that as well.

HAHAHAH. I NEED 2 LOSE MY EGO DESU .
& I have my second test tomorrow. OMODETO!

Fatal Fate

I need to lose my ego.
Can someone help me?

=]

Radish, tuilips & avocado's

Played around with blog settings since I was forced to "evaluate blogs" for my cds.
For a moment, I wondered why I used this account. I was so sure that my fingers were moving automatically when I typed in the address! I SWEAR!!

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Anyway, went out for a test that I nearly failed thanks to the way that the questions were given out to us. It was random, so some people got bombarded with hard questions while others simple 1+1.

Well,after that, I went to meet spicy, didn't know the rest were coming. Sigh.
Eating something special once in a while doesn't feel that bad eh? Though in reality, I ate quite little compared to how I ravaged my food most of the time.

V. Glad to have met up with spicy again, and thats.. basically it for today.

& thanks for the concern, I didn't want to dampen your mood any further after seeing you so cheerful while eating & then the change when shopping. Wanted to talk more, but I guess its enough for the day.

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Perhaps I should start my usual rant now?

Nay, I'll just probably continue staring at that listerine bottle instead.
Who would have thought my first present from you would be that?
Lol.
Nevertheless, you have my deepest thanks.

Good day.

.....

It irritates me when someone crosses over your "line of comfort".
I'm sure that applies to everyone as well.

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I just do hope that, only knowing each other for roughly 2 months,
they would stop barging into my private life and annoying hell all day long.

I appreciate their friendliness. But theres a limit to it.

Eir-Hyperion

http://Eir-Hyperion.blogspot.com is a compulsory blog "requested" by our lecturer for our CDS(Cross Disciplinary Studies).

I'll be updating my progress, summaries and not so personal infomation there.
So to you people out there that wants to be kept updated for some reason, refer to there, by all means =].

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Finally, the real term is going to begin. I have the itch to start programming.
However, after talking to a lecturer, though I already knew that it was not all sunshine and bunnies in G.E.T(Game Entertainment Technology), wasn't really prepared for what is going to come.

Going to be honest to myself, I am leaning more towards the Graphic/Game Design side and not on coding. Coding is not something that can done half heartedly; It's like learning a whole new languange itself and applying them when the situation calls for it.

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My motivation to keep on updating this is wearing thin.
However, this blog does hold its memories and the reason on why it is created; and not just for it to lie on a drama stage and be left alone. Yes, I've been quite quirky on how I do my posts and even up till now, I found it pretty intriguing reading back my old posts.

My last words.... for this post.
Insecurity.Is.Killing.Me.

Yeah.

Tennassee makes with for this gloomy post.

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Sometimes I wonder, a blog is for sharing infomation and insights from your point of view. I guess that I've done almost 50% of it. Not really much point sharing infomation when it isn't really read anyway. All casual bloggers will feel this one day, the feeling of isolation, and you ask yourself why do you do these stupid things.

Four letters on why I did this. Or why SO many people did this. Attention? A man is not an island by himself. Of course we require some attention.gracias to those who gave them. And no, the word does not start with F.

Finalesse

Both modules are over now....
The song is kind of hurting... Tennesse..

You see.. first impressions usually always leave a mark forever, be it good or bad.
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One month together it and all seemed so close.

Only few people know my blog, namely Spicy.. etc.

A little cold hearted here, but I feel almost nothing to them.

I hear them saying "I will miss you etc" "You're my best friend!"
"I feel that we know each other much longer than 1 month."

Well, I know these sentences all to well..
I'm now comparing my best friend & them. No offence to you Spicy, if you read this anyway.
Real best friends... are diamonds. And I'll live up to the word "best" which means
the one and the only.
They can't even make it into the context of a "good friend", not to even mention "Best"
Perhaps i'm just old fashioned, but I feel that experience and time is needed to really rate friends. Not just acting on impulse due to the situation.

Its like ... you have a dog for a month, it annoys you all day long and one day, he got knocked down by a car. You cried and called him the 'best dog you ever had' because you lost money. Something along that line.

And therefore, I'll take the time to say sorry to spicy for ignoring you on msn when you said "Let's go to mind cafe and slack one day."
It was not intentional. I hope I really don't make these mistakes often. I treasure my friends. Especially the ones close to me. And thats you, Nr. 1 Spicy. Hope you forgive me :p.

For a moment there, It sounded a little cheezy to me. Hah. Never hear people saying these things other than in a movie eh? Mushy mush mush ~desu

No, I'm not embarrassed.(incase you dimwits don't understand :p) In fact, I am HONORED to even know her.
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I know how it feels to be ignored. Thoughts goinging wild after that. Trying to read the other person's mind. Once again, I'll state this. I.HATE.TO.BE.IGNORED.
Vice versa.

Good day, and goodbye.

The Perfect Lie

I am Neutral.
I am Diffuse.
FF's are just another perfect lie.

To be honest, It's going nowhere.
Strangers treat me better.
Sincere or not, at least they bother to say a "Thank you!" and give a warm smile afterwards.
Rather than just taking this kindness for granted, like so many people do.

They think, I'm going to like stay with them forever and kiss their asses.
Oh no, you're terribly wrong.

Wonder why when people don't communicate for long periods of time and lost touch?
Try it yourself.

Memories are just memories; and without a follow-up, these mere memories just slowly fade away.

I'm being pretty straightforward here.

So, from here now, It's the game of "I ignore you, you ignore me. And we just fuck off with our lives."

Good advice to myself as well.

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Going out alot; my quiet life has been altered and destroyed. Projects, shopping for food to cook, mingle with friends and buying that Illustration book for deco... is really burning holes in my wallet.

Its REALLY fun to talk to strangers. Especially shy ones.
They'll give you a timid look; much similar to a mice and squeek a little "Hello." from that petite mouth of theirs. Following up with a half-smile which you can identify right away that they are uncomfortable. HAHA! Totally priceless.

Definitely worth it to widen my scope of people rather than getting stuck in a hole.

They could probably be described as a "rojak" of people. The mix of shy and outgoing, affective, bold, weird people. Fascinating ain't it?

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That being said, all good things will end. Learning how to not get attached will really come in handy in this situation. On the other hand, It teaches you how to be partially cold-hearted - to some extent. I bet there will be some naive people who will think "I don't wanna leave this group... I can't live without them." when we part. Well, excluding the back part, I bet definitely think that maybe around 4-5 will think that way.

You see, Its not they don't know, Its just the conflict between your culture and universalism/logic/truth. Many people feel that most truth's being said are harsh. It's just that humans seem to adore to dwell on sad issues rather than the happy ones, which brings us back to the part about "taking kindness for granted".
Pessimists; not that I have anything against them, but one must learn to see the beauty of the world, and not stay stuck in a cardboard box wanking your life away and complain about your disdains about the world. Would you tell your next generation how dull your life was? And find nothing to say about the happy side.

Then again this is my culture: and you got 101 reasons to criticize me about what YOU believe and what I DON'T. I don't give a damn. I offer advice, take it or leave it. Well, if you don't even bother to ask then just gtfo.

And oh, people DO notice when you only come to them to ask for help and then ignore them when you do not need any help. Its friggin' obvious.

Do you find this serious wall of text depressing?

If yes, I won't even bother to comment on it. Just perhaps you're too much of an affective person who put emotion over logic. It's proven that girls usually put emotion over logic. While guys are like "no bullshit" and go for the logic path rather than the emotional path. There are some guys who are emotional, no doubt about that. But they're few and inbetween.

Key to relationship? I came across many books that teaches how to keep a relationship going and to summarize all those text in the books it just touches two main things: Do NOT take people for granted(as stated above) and giving way to your romantic interest by understanding that women are generally emotional and men are generally logical. By overcoming these differences, you can almost guarantee your relationship. You think its so easy? NO. That's the hard part. As for me, I've been trying... so to speak. But it's just too bad that it's not mutual.

If no, then you're pretty much a serious person as well. Not to mention you might be a future critic or perhaps a narcissist.

And so, to end this scripture, Its best that you take note that this is a blog, and these comments are based on what I feel is right. Which is my value, not yours. If you take my advice, gracias and good luck with your life. If not, you're free to do what you think is right and follow your path to success by your own means.

Also, if you find that I'm arrogant and forcing you to take my advice, either your English is horrid or you are just not mature enough to accept to notice that I'm actually respecting each and everyone's views about how they should live their life.
It's pretty fascinating to find how some people live.

I respect your decision.
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Phew, all this yada yada actually made me feel better. Since alot of stuff have been going on in my life unconciously. Like..
Nay, it's not fun being direct. But basically, I hate to get ignored. And that hate multiplies day by day.

On a lighter note, I've finally made my small debut as a piano player!
Went to SAM today. Found an antique Grand Piano and inquired whether I could play it or not.
Was pretty nervous infront of all my new mates, but pulled off a decent medley.
Felt pretty grand with the applause and such.
But I seriously thank you all, for listening and the wonderful praises with utmost sincerity.

Medley gone as such, Ensei-HoukiBoshi-Right here waiting for you-Tong Hua

You guys made my day.
Rather than meeting people who just keep silent.

+1 To affective people.

Off to continue my project.

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Bored, to death.

Perhaps might reconsider going for tpsu.
Need some time off.