Finalesse

Both modules are over now....
The song is kind of hurting... Tennesse..

You see.. first impressions usually always leave a mark forever, be it good or bad.
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One month together it and all seemed so close.

Only few people know my blog, namely Spicy.. etc.

A little cold hearted here, but I feel almost nothing to them.

I hear them saying "I will miss you etc" "You're my best friend!"
"I feel that we know each other much longer than 1 month."

Well, I know these sentences all to well..
I'm now comparing my best friend & them. No offence to you Spicy, if you read this anyway.
Real best friends... are diamonds. And I'll live up to the word "best" which means
the one and the only.
They can't even make it into the context of a "good friend", not to even mention "Best"
Perhaps i'm just old fashioned, but I feel that experience and time is needed to really rate friends. Not just acting on impulse due to the situation.

Its like ... you have a dog for a month, it annoys you all day long and one day, he got knocked down by a car. You cried and called him the 'best dog you ever had' because you lost money. Something along that line.

And therefore, I'll take the time to say sorry to spicy for ignoring you on msn when you said "Let's go to mind cafe and slack one day."
It was not intentional. I hope I really don't make these mistakes often. I treasure my friends. Especially the ones close to me. And thats you, Nr. 1 Spicy. Hope you forgive me :p.

For a moment there, It sounded a little cheezy to me. Hah. Never hear people saying these things other than in a movie eh? Mushy mush mush ~desu

No, I'm not embarrassed.(incase you dimwits don't understand :p) In fact, I am HONORED to even know her.
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I know how it feels to be ignored. Thoughts goinging wild after that. Trying to read the other person's mind. Once again, I'll state this. I.HATE.TO.BE.IGNORED.
Vice versa.

Good day, and goodbye.